Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Spiritual Low


You often hear the phrase, “More prayer, More power.” but underestimate the power of the quote. December 2012 I completed a year of daily writing a prayer out to God. Many times, I felt almost as though I was mundanely telling Him everything He already knew. At the beginning of this year, I began to forget about my prayer journal, placing it on my shelf and not touching it for about three or so months. It was not until about two weeks ago that I had one of the most stressful weeks of my life. The stress was stacked so high that I couldn’t sleep at all, so I took my prayer journal back off the shelf and began to write everything down. It took hours, and my hand was sore, but my faith was strengthened. For the last three months, I have been feeling as though I am on a spiritual low, and haven’t been able to “fix” it. Unfortunately it took me these three months to realize that my communication with God had been lacking. I have heard so many times that Satan wants to take prayer out of churches and our personal lives because that is what keeps us connected with God, but I never applied that to my own life. Today is a beginning of a new life, where my prayer journal will be taken off the shelf for life. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.- Philippians 4:6-7